In June I had started working out, a lot, so I didn't have time to really read, watch movies, blog, or anything but work out.
And then my depression hit hard. I gained back some of the weight I lost, still didn't keep reading, or blogging. I didn't work out, I just ate a lot. I didn't even sleep much. I just laid awake for hours crying.
I started on Thrive to help balance my moods and get the nutrients I need. I also started going to counseling again. I haven't had counseling since losing my boys and it's definitely something that's needed.
Jenn is working a lot, she's doing as much overtime as she can. She doesn't have a lot of time either.
As of right now I just joined a group on FB where we have teams and we try to read more than the other team. It's helping getting my reading back up, but I still haven't been reading as much as I'd like. I am super distracted by EVERYTHING. I just can't seem to focus.
Friday/Saturday we have Dewey's reverse 24 hour readathon! We start at 7 PM Friday night instead of early Saturday morning. I prefer it that way honestly. So hopefully that will be fun to participate in.
At this time I think Jenn and I are just really thinking hard on if we want to keep the blog going, or just say goodbye. We both have a lot of things going on right now, and it's hard to focus on the blog. We're slacking and we feel bad.
Anyway, I'll try to post my August TBR and July recap in the next few days.
How's life going for you guys? How's quarantine?
I hope you’re feeling better! Life during lockdown has been challenging. I totally understand why reading and blogging aren’t top priorities. It is very hard to concentrate right now.
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